Friday, June 10, 2011

You're gonna catch a cold from the ice inside your soul...

Man, I'm a total downer right now. This week has just totally bummed me out! All these doctor visits and crap have sucked. And now it's pretty much just a waiting game but I think I'm fine.

I've watched some sappy, romantic movies lately and man they're depressing! Why do I keep watching them? Why can't that shit happen in real life? Why do I ALWAYS seem to fall for the douchiest guys who are just the WORST possible choices for me?!? If you're a guy who I should not be into, I'll probably be in to you....WTF is wrong with me?!?

*sigh* I'm starting to wonder if not working this summer was a good idea. I may have too much time to think and feel sorry for myself. I wish I had a magic wand or a genie or something. I'm too lazy to change my own life. Or just too afraid. bleh

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