I am so freaking jealous of everybody who is married, having kids, or even seriously dating somebody. I am so tired at being alone!! I like being a couple. I'm a couple kind of girl. Yes, I like my alone time, but I love being with somebody. Talking, laughing, just hanging out, sharing about my day, etc. I try not to think about it, but it really consumes me and my thoughts. For as long as I can remember I have wanted to get married, have babies, and be a stay at home mom if possible. Not that I don't love my job, because I do (for the most part). But marriage has always been the goal for me and as I'm nearing
30! I just feel like it's just hanging over my head like a dark cloud. I feel like I'm NEVER going to meet somebody worth being with forever. Yeah, yeah, God has a plan...WHATEVER!!! I'm not down with that right now. I don't even want to hear it so save it! I just want to meet somebody and I'm so afraid I won't and I'll be living in this stupid condo ALONE FOREVER!!!
I think I'm a pretty good catch...smart, witty, funny, not all together unattractive, a decent cook, kind, caring, etc but I can't find a decent guy anywhere. At least not one I want to marry and have children with.
BEING SINGLE SUCKS BIG FAT MONKEY NUTS!!!!!!!!
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i'm tellin ya...eharmony. never would've happened for me without it.
I have sympathy. I know what it is like to have all your friends getting married or being in serious relationships.
I have no real advice though. I have been here 3 years and not found anything yet. :(
Hugs!
Want to take my kid for a few days? Seriously, teething is more painful for the parents. Now that I'm home, if you ever want to come hang out with a baby, you know where I'm at!
My mom got married in September to a guy she found on eharmony! She had been single for 12 years, and it's a lot harder when you're in your 50's and have two kids. If she can do it, so can you!
And you ARE a great catch :)
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